February 2012
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I didn’t dare show my arms for the whole afternoon today, which made me feel very anxious the whole time. it’s fine for today since I’ve been in school and it was raining so it’s fine to wear long sleeves, but I don’t know what to do for tomorrow and oh the weekend woud be the worst. Also, I just ate about 7 of those chinese baos my mum made, and I also helped, and it...
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everyone with iphones or ipods or androids should download drawsomething and play with me. tis an awesome game. my username’s whorific.
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hagahjdhwhbd. I need to stop fucking up. just, stop.
I don’t know why but I suddenly remembered a childhood friend from when I was eight whom I forgot the name of. we were assigned to sit next to each other in class, that’s how I got close to her. I remember us obsessing over Pokemon and digimon together. I remember playing house with her and building up castles together. now that I think of it, she was the one who introduced me to the...
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“I would never be part of anything. I would never really belong anywhere, and I...”
– Jean Rhys, Smile Please: An Unfinished Autobiography (via lydianea)
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Professor McGonagall: Is it true that you shouted at Professor Umbridge?
Harry Potter: Yes.
Professor McGonagall: You called her a liar?
Harry Potter: Yes.
Professor McGonagall: You told her He Who Must Not Be Named is back?
Harry Potter: Yes.
Professor McGonagall: Have a biscuit, Potter.
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okay. just to make myself study for my upcoming exams, I’m going to treat myself to a 35mm film camera, probably a pentax k1000, if ever I get a full A+ on any exam. yes, that should do it.
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I love the weather today. It rained for hours since 2am and stopped in the morning, and now it’s raining pretty heavily again. and here comes the thunder. I really like the sound of thunder striking.
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readtowrite:
I married the piano player because I deserved to. I deserved his music more than I deserved anything in my life. I fell in love with the piano player because he didn’t know words and I couldn’t make music. I moved in with the piano player because there was nothing better than Tchaikovsky at two in the morning or Rachmaninoff at the height of the afternoon. I dated the piano player...
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“[T]hat’s one of the number one ways to oppress someone - by suggesting that...”
– Bittergrapes (via notsohappybunny)
I’ve already wasted enough time as it is this month/year so here are the things I’m going to do tomorrow
finish reading the book thief
tidy room
manage itunes library
finish the drawing I started last week but abandoned
catch up on parks & rec
download the walking dead for mum
call regarding tuition
give n the concert ticket
study chinese proverbs
practice piano exam...
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thenocturnals:
I Am Not a Robot || Marina &...
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“Perhaps we dont like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size, our...”
– Sufjan Stevens (via olivicat)
way to make me feel like a fucking failure at everything I do. great job.
I’ve got these kikki.k vouchers and they’re all going to expire this weekend. I was planning to use it when I’m going to Singapore next but I’m only going there after the voucher expires. now I don’t know what to do with these. andand it’s about $200. gaaah.
I haven’t had a proper conversation with anyone for a week or probably more. I mean, my mum shuts me out most of the time, I don’t talk to my dad, my siblings are always locked inside their respective rooms, I haven’t been to school either, and I haven’t been online anywhere else other than tumblr and twitter. I kind of like this, but I also sort of miss talking.
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“‘I wish I could love,’ cried Dorian Gray, with a deep note of pathos in his...”
– Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray (via skinnying)
Skúffuskáld
icelandiclanguage:
In relation to the poetry posts, there is this Icelandic word skúffuskáld, which means someone who’s secretly a poet. It literally means “drawer poet”, someone who writes poetry but chugs it all into his desk drawer instead of showing it to people.
Haha, guess what? I’ve only just arrived at school and now I’m going back home ‘cause there won’t be any actual classes today. Fuck yes for no school for probably the entire week.
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Okay. I’m reading Across the universe and am now only twenty pages in and already I’m annoyed with the protagonist. it might just be the fact that I’m in a bad mood right now so I think I’m going to give it another try tomorrow or something.
I’m watching the last episode of lost (FINALLY!!) and oh gosh I am in tears.
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I’ve only been awake for two hours but I”ve already eaten
about 2 cups of almonds
a lot of fried noodles
two plates of jelly mum made
a bowl of granola cereal
some strawberries
a sugary doughnut
oatmeal & walnut cookies
you know what? I miss reading books. I’ve been reading too many blogs and fiction online. I haven’t read anything in weeks. I miss the feeling of real books. I think I’m going to spend the whole of tonight and tomorrow morning reading.
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so my dad was watching this tv show which somehow brought upon the topic about my elder sister, well my half-sister actually. he was talking about the way she treats him, the way she completely shuts him out of her life despite him trying to be part of it and the fact that he’s trying very hard to be a good father, and also the way she treats him with barely any respect whatsoever despite...
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things I’ve been doing for the past few days when I’m bored:
eat
not reading
making lists that I don’t follow
not doing anything that I’m supposed to be doing
sleeping
eating more
complaining about everything
looking through photos of people’s rooms
look for photos of other people’s desks. i like looking at people’s desks
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I don’t deserve this. I’m not worth it. I am a useless piece of lard and I really am not worth anything I’ve got.
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